"Raat andheri thi, aandhi chal rahi thi, dil mein ajeeb si bechaini thi, usse baat karne ki betaabi thi.
Woh kya kahegi ? Kya bolegi ? Kya woh haan bolegi ? Kya woh mera pyaar sweekaregi?"
*Dil apni hi duniya mein tha, apne aap se har tarah ke sawaal pooch raha tha. Alag hi raftaar mein chal raha tha. Jaise pairo ke niche se zameen khisak rahi thi, hazaro cheetiya shareer par chal rahi thi. Dil aur dimag ki alag hi waqaalat chalti hue aur manobal ko giraate hue.*
"Kya use apne zakhmo ki shakal dikhau? Kaise aaj bhi woh bhare nahi hai, Zinda lash ki tarah unhe haath mein liye baitha hu. Kaise kisi ke pyaar ki marham ke liye taras raha hu. Kaise samjhau uske mayine meri zindagi mein kya hai, kitna chahta hu use kaise batau?"
"Bhai! Aesa mat kar." Uday Shiv se kehta. "Apne aap ko bechara kyu bana raha hai. Kyu uski Sympathy gain karna chahta hai? *Shiv apni sari baatein uday ko batata. Uday jaise mano uske liye advices ka pitaara tha. Woh kar kadam uthane se phle usse salah karta tha taaki woh khud sure ho jaye.*
*Kehte hai aansuyo se pyaar milta nahi, Milta hai to khilta nahi, Yeh aansu hai janab aansu inse saantwana mil sakti hai, pyaar to milta nahi.**Pyaar jazbaato, se baato, se achhaiyo, se buraayio, se hota hai. Koi aansuyo ko daya dikhayega par pyaar tumhare ehsaas ya tumse karega.*
"Yaar samajh mein nahi aa raha phir kya bolu, jo woh mujhe ek mauka de de, taaki main apna pyaar jataa saku." Is samay Shiv mein bilkul hausla na tha, aakhir pyaar ka mamla tha, har kadam par khatra tha, ek chuk aur manzil se door ho jana tha.* Woh pal jab izhaar karna hota hai, hausla to ek tablet ka naam hota hai, itni mehnaat agar koi padai mein lagaye aur zaroor avval aye.*
Uday samjhate huye ketna,"Bas jo tere dil mein hai woh keh, pichhla poorana sab bhool ja. Bas aaj ke baare mein bata. Kitna usse pyaar karta hai, tujhe uske baare mein kya achha lagta hai, yaadein, pal, chhoti chhoti mulaakaate. Jaha yeh dil le jaaye use uss duniya mein jaane de. Woh apne aap apne baat zaahir kar dega.
Hai yeh khwab mera tera ek afsana,
Dil ko kaha thi khabar tera yu mil jana,
Ek baar haath thaamle dekhle mera ibaadatnama,
Milenga dil -e-mandir aks tera hoga jab panchnama mera.
" Tu kaha hai, kabhi hoti hi nahi hai jab bhi teri zarurat padti hai."
"Kya hua! Thoda busy thi. Aesa kya ho gaya ?"
"Main ......M...Main ... usse kehne ja raha hu"*Sehmi awaz mein kehte hue*
"Wow! Thats great. Sahi mein na kahi mazak to nahi kar raha. Vishwas nahi ho raha yeh tu karne ja raha hai. Itni himmat aa gayi kya tujh mein"
"Kehna to hai hi chahe ab anjaam jo bhi ho, pachchtaane ka kya faayda baad mein pyaar hai to hai. Par phir bhi darr lag raha hai "
"PRACTICALLY! kya hoga jyada se jyada mana hi to karegi" Sheela ne Shiv ka hausla badate hue kaha. Uday ki tarah woh hamesha kisi bhi cheez ka alag hi pehlu batati thi.
*Sheela ke baare mein kya kahu uski bhi apni kahani hai, aane wale panno mein use bhi batani hai. Har kisi ko sahi advices deti thi par shayad apne aap ko hi nahi de paati*
Sochte samjhate sabki baato dauhorate hue ko nikal gaya, ek maksad liye, kisi ko mann mein liye. Bas kehna hai kehna hai. Apni tanhayiyo ko samjhate huye, dil ko sare anjamo ka hawala dete hue, Iraado ko pakka karte hue. Is pyaar ka kya anjam hoga ? Kya yeh kabhi mera hoga?