LONELINESS

cant say what it feels living here,

when it suffocates every single moment of the year.

living on the edge ... watching the death so near,

i am a victim of loneliness ... a disease i fear.

starting from finding in me only fault,

where my cry would never take a hault,

when i think i have nothing left in my vault,

getting ready to face every kind of assualt.

surrounding with me i have everybody,

feeling empty for a space left for somebody,

behaving as if i am a casualty,

living in my own space very comfortably.

never willing to share this pain,

going to god only with a complain,

not getting out ... why.. i cant explain,

enjoying my own company without a constraint.