LONELINESS

cant say what it feels living here,

when it suffocates every single moment of the year.

living on the edge ... watching the death so near,

i am a victim of loneliness ... a disease i fear.

starting from finding in me only fault,

where my cry would never take a hault,

when i think i have nothing left in my vault,

getting ready to face every kind of assualt.

surrounding with me i have everybody,

feeling empty for a space left for somebody,

behaving as if i am a casualty,

living in my own space very comfortably.

never willing to share this pain,

going to god only with a complain,

not getting out ... why.. i cant explain,

enjoying my own company without a constraint.

CHAHAT SE INKAAR

Inkaar kar aaya main apni mohabbat se,
uski yaadon main hi baas ke raah gaya.
jis baat ka ikraar karna tha mujhe,
ussi baat se .. mukar gaya main.

gavara na tha tera mujhse bhagna,
bas do pal ka sath .. tha main maangta,
kabhi na kehta ki sirf tujhko main chahta,
bas saaye ki tarah hamesha tere saath rehta.

kaise kahu ki tu dost hai,
jab ki dil ka purza purza kehta tujhe kuch aur hai.
jaanti nahi hai tu keemat apni hassi ki,
iske liye maine aapni zindagi dao pe laga di.

tere zakhm meri tadap ban chuke hai,
meri aankhon main tere aansun bhare hai.
haar zarra mera tujhe pookarta hai,
ab teri yaadon main hi mera basera hai.