IK PAL KI ZINDAGANI

Dhundh raha tha raasta jo tujh tak pahuchta,

Har Asafal prayas mujhe bebas karta.

Kaise aagaaz hogi dastaan-e-mohabbat meri zindagi ki,

Itne sangharsh ke baad mili saajish ki ek kaadi.

Us kaadi ki saalgira manana tha mera pehla vaar,

Taaki jood jaye hamari zindagi tha yeh upchaar,

Socha rakh di iss rishte ki neev, the aise uchch vichaar,

Jab gali na daal, ho gaya tha main lachaar.

Ab kuch iss dimag mein na soojhta,

Har sila mera khamoshi ki taraf ishara karta,

Dar dar logo ke saamne geedgeedata, bheek mangta,

Aur kuch nahi apne pyaar ko jataane ka avsar mangta.

Ittni Minnato baad yeh dimaag nayi kartoot karta,

Is mauke ka bharpoor labh uthane, yeh sabse salah mashorah karta.

Lag raha tha darr kahi yeh paasa palat na jaaye,

Aur fir yeh dil bichara mayoos na ho jaaye.

Us kaadi ki doosri saalgira ka tha mauka,

Usse milne ke liye uski mandali ko nimantran baataa.

Teri ek dastak ko bekraar tha, besabar tha, dil tha majboor,

Kyonki ho gaya tha tere ishq mein choor, chada teri aashiqui ka suroor.

Ain mauke par tere phone ne ek khushi ke lehar dauradi,

Tere saath ki gayi baaton ne meri zindagi banadi,

Teri lachaari aur utsukhta bhare 5 minute ne meri zindagi samaali,

Ik pal ki zindagaani mujhe jeene ka maksad de gayi, tujhse joodne ki tadap de gayi.

Us din ke baad se main kaise jee raha hu,

Tujhse baat karne ka koi na koi bahana dhoondh raha hu,

Kaise ab tak haare hue ashiquo ki tarah teri tasveer nihaar raha hu,

Himmat par nahi, apni facebook request par pachta raha hu.

Tootta mera hosla kahi sochkar kisi aur ko to tu nahi chahti,

Mere in jaazbaaton ki tujhe zara bhi khabar hai ki nahi,

Iss baat ka khauf sataye rehta, mere baare mein kya tu sochti,

Sala awara to hai, iski saari baatein to jhooti lagti.

Tu kya jaane kis shama mein jalta hai yeh parwana,

Apne gam ke aage ye khushi ka mukhauta lagata,

Bahar se jitna majboot ander se utna toota na dikhlata,

Aaj bhi yeh aashique baahein felaakar intezaar main khada rehta.

Tujhme mere marz ki dava, meri pooja ki ibadat jhalakti,

Teri tareef sunkar iss dil ki mange zor pakad leti,

Tu kya jaane tera naam lete yeh ankhein nam ho jaati,

Is ehasaas ko kya naam du jisme tere pyaar ki zuban ye ankhein ban jaati.

EK KOSHISH

Yaadein purani tere dil se kaise mitaun
Chubhti un baathon ko kaise dil se hataun
Kis bahane se tere dil mein main aaun
Kaise main tere dil mein ek chhoti si jagah banaun

Koshishe kitni ki kya bataun
Zehen main tere main hu ... ye kaise pata lagaun
Kaise tere toote dil ko main manaun
Apne dil ko tere dil se main milaun

Bekhabar in se .... kaise yeh baat pahuchaun
Kaise apni pyar ki boonde tujh par chhalkaun
Dil mein tere apni tasveer main chamkaun
Kaise apna naam tere muuh se bulwaun

Bebasi ka ye alam chhudae ni chhutta,

Dil kyu mera tere liye tadapta,
Beech mein main sabke rehta,
Phir bhi na jane main kyu akela mehsoos karta.

Dosto ne kaha yeh to gaya salaa,
Main bhi kya kehta main to tha pyaar ka maara.
Dard mein main kisisko dekh nahi pata,
Tujhme bhi mujhe apna dard nazar aata .
Insaan hu .... bhukaa hu pyaar ka,
Dhundta hu use jo mujhe apne pyar layak samjhta

TUM HI HO

Ateet ka saaya chal raha tha lekar,
Kis mod par thi zindagi isse tha bekhabar,
Badali zindagi mili jab tujhse nazar,
Utar gaya zehan yeh lamha yaadgaar zindagi bhar.

Meri har nazar teri jhalak ko tarasti,
Teri har muskaan iss dil ki gati badaati,
Tera balon ko kaano ko pichhe karna madhosh karti,
Teri har baat har adaa mujhe deewana banati. 

Azma le yeh saadhagi kaiyon ka dil le doobti,
Adayon ki nazaakat deewano ka katal karti.
Har shayar ki shayari main, bachche ki muskaan main teri masoomiyaat jhalakti,
Aur bheed main bhi tu ek sitaare ki tarah chamakti.

Un bachcho ko dekhke tera pighalna mujhe rula gaya,
Unki zindagi ko savaarne ka zimma mujhe chhu gaya.
Ye to samajh gaya khoya hai tune apna pyaar kabhi,
Isliye har zarre main jhalakti tere pyaar ki bhook kahi.

Aashiqui hai tujhse kahunga ye dil se,
dikha dunga pyaar itna, dil tu badle main de de,
Pyaar par mujhe hai yaakeen, karta hu aitbaar,
Tadapunga zarur par karunga tera intezaar.

Jaanta hu pehchanti hai tu mere pyaar ko,
Phir kyu dukha rahi hai mere jazbaato ko,
kuch nahi chahta ashique sivaaye tujhe paano ko,
Kyunki Tum hi ho Ab Tum hi ho Zindagi ab tum hi ho.

MERA DARD

Shikhast thi mili, pyaar ke kheme main mili thi haar,
Sawaal the mann main uthe, poochne ko the bekraar,
kya hui thi khata, jo hui woh ishq se fraar,
Shiddaat na thi, ya chhal tha mera pyaar.

Isi uljhaan main yeh dil bidaktaa raha,
Bin kahe yeh dil karhaata raha,
Na thi pyaar main kami kehke yeh baihlata raha,
Kisi aur ko paane mein yeh khudko samethta raha.

Bekhabar main, mila betha kisi se akhiyaan,
Bholepaan mein uske gawaa baitha apni nindiyaan,
Subah Shaam lagta, bas odtlu uski chunnariya,
chhuke uska dil, banaake apni Sawaariya.

Dekhkar laga samjhegi mere jazbaato ko,
Hosh aya, jab rondha mere armaano ko,
Nasamajh tha jo nazar andaz kiya uske ishaaro ko,
bhuja di woh shama jo sulaghti thi use paane ko.

Kehti thi achhai nahi, uski khamiyo se karo pyaar,
Ishq hai pooja aashiqui hai inaam,
kaatil in aadaayo ka hua uska ghulaam,
Bin soche kuch kiya khudko uske naam.

Mere haar lavz me woh jhalakti,
Lagta mere dard ko woh bakhubi samajhti,
Kyu likhi mere naasib main itni badkismati,
Jis pyaar par tha khumaar, wohi meri sabse badi galti nikali.

GUZAARISH IS DIL KI

Phook di jaan ghayal iss dil main,
Mehsoos na kiya jaane kitne baras se,
Ab kyu laut aai woh aas poorani,
Likhne phir se wahi prem kahani.

Na pyar tha surat se, tha to bas sadhagi se,
Na ikraar kiya tujhse, khone ka darr tha isliye,
Ek jhalak ke liye bhooki rehti thi meri zindagi,
Bas usi mein sajhog li thi maine apni hasti.

Koi aashique na de paya naam us ehsaas ko,
Jab nazro ne nazro se kaha dhadkano ko,
Kyu pakdi raftaar dekh ke us ajnaabi ko,
Kya vaasta hai jo bhagta hai use paane ko.

Dil ne kaha :
Kyu nahi sunte tum meri sifaarish,
Sirf use nihaarne ki hai meri khwaish,
Meri marz ki dava banaake ki hai usne sajish,
Ab rehna hai uske paas yehi hai meri guzaarish.

MERI KAVITA

Tujhe sochti hue meri har kavita poochti,

Tumhare pate par main kyu nahi pahuchti,

Maine kaha tum sabr kyu nahi karti,

Dil se nikali hat dua zarur kabul hoti.

Phir poochti

Kyu uske dil ke darwaze abhi bhi band milte,

Thokar khayi us ladki ke zakm nahi bharte,

Agar uske jazbaat kisi aur ka raah takhte,

Phir kyu mujhe ussi ke liye likhte.

Maine haaste hue kaha,

Jab main kar raha tha pyaar,

Socha na tha ek baar,

Kya woh bhi mujhse karegi pyaar.

Pyaar main na hoti sharte na hote samjhaute,

Na chahkar bhi rah jaate hai faasley.

Aakhri main maine kaha,

Likhte hue tujhe sochta hu ek baat,

Aayegi mere naasib main bhi woh raat,

Jis meri baahon main woh hogi,

Us din saari duniya meri hogi.

SONG-1: ALL I`M STANDING DOWN WITH OPEN ARMS

All I'm standing down with open arms,

Waiting for you to come along.

A few seasons have gone past away ,

A chance i need to make you stay.

And I'll be there...... just waiting

Those tiny small eyes attracted me,
Said I'm alone please come to me.
I was a fool that got it wrong,
without you I pretended to be strong.

Things i did i knew I rushed,
every chance to you I flushed.
All I standing down with open arms,
waiting for you to come along.

why didn't I say my love's true,
trying harder to come and prove, 
that you are the only one who makes me feel,
for a princess I'll fight to steal

All I'm standing down with open arms,
Hold my hand and come along,
I'll wait till my last breath stay,
to win you back is my only pray.

EK TARFAA PYAAR

jab zindagi lagti akeli si,                           
rehta mann udaas sa bhi,
aata aesa waqt tabhi,
milta achanak ek chehra kahi.

phir bunta hai aesa jaal......,
ki hota hai usse pyaar.

Ae waqt !! tu ruk ja zara,
mujhe do ghadi use dekh lene de,
jee lene de ... dekh lene de meri mehbooba ko ek baar,
yehi woh chehra hai jisse main karta hu pyaar.


phir hoti aesi saudaai....
ab hoti hai har din ladai .

pooch iss dil se zara kiske liye dhadakti hai,
ye saanse aaj bhi tere liye machalti hai,
maang le inse pramaan mere pyaar ka,
aaj bhi yeh tere ishaaro pe chalti hai,

phir hui dil se ruswaai....
ab yeh raatein tanha ho aai.

jiske hawaale hui thi zindagi,
jiske bina lagti thi khushi adhuri,
usne kaisi chot dil ko lagai,
ki ban gaya kisi aur ka jamai.

yehi hai dastur zindagi ka,
pyaar jisse tumne kiya,
ussi ne kisi aur se kiya.

UMEED

Ek umeed si jaagi hai dil mein,

wapas tujhe paane ki thaani hai iss dil ne.

Jisse mila karta tha main apne sapno mein,

ab jutt gaya hu usi ko apna banane main.

karte hai vaade sabhi chand taare laane ki,

par nahi hai mujhme taakat ye sab laane ki,

keh sakta hu bas itna abhi,

na aane dunga inn aankhon main aansoon kabhi.

kaisi saajish hai iss dil ki ,

karne laga hai maange tujhe paane ki,

khaata hai kasam tere liye tadapne ki ... dhadakne ki,

deta hai dhaamki har pal mujhe chhodne ki.

mera hi dil mujhe dagaa de gaya,

mujhe mere haal pe lachaar chhod gaya,

kar diya mujhe bekraar tujhe milne se,

baas keh du main woh baat kisi bahane se.

kyu banti hai tu anjaan mujhse,

jaanti hai mere dil ki baat kab se.

ek ankhein hi to sach kehti hai,

tujhe apna mazhab kehti hai, junoon kehti hai, ibaadat kehti hai kab se.

ANONYMOUS SCRIPT

pyar kaha kisi ka pura hota hai 
pyar ka pehla shabd adhura hota hai
pehli hi nazar uski kam kar gayi 
uski jadugari ham par bhi chal gayi.

log kehte hai usme kuch nahi 
par usne to meri jindagi badal di 
har chehre main us hi ko talashte the
samne ane par usi se dur bhagte the.

dar lagta tha kareeb ane se tere 
kahin chubh na jaye meri raho k kante tujhe 

a dost hum apni dosti nibhayenge 
pyar jo tune kiya use bhi nibhayenge 
na lana apni ankho main tum ansu 
nahi to ye hume bhi bahut rulayenge

LONELINESS

cant say what it feels living here,

when it suffocates every single moment of the year.

living on the edge ... watching the death so near,

i am a victim of loneliness ... a disease i fear.

starting from finding in me only fault,

where my cry would never take a hault,

when i think i have nothing left in my vault,

getting ready to face every kind of assualt.

surrounding with me i have everybody,

feeling empty for a space left for somebody,

behaving as if i am a casualty,

living in my own space very comfortably.

never willing to share this pain,

going to god only with a complain,

not getting out ... why.. i cant explain,

enjoying my own company without a constraint.

CHAHAT SE INKAAR

Inkaar kar aaya main apni mohabbat se,
uski yaadon main hi baas ke raah gaya.
jis baat ka ikraar karna tha mujhe,
ussi baat se .. mukar gaya main.

gavara na tha tera mujhse bhagna,
bas do pal ka sath .. tha main maangta,
kabhi na kehta ki sirf tujhko main chahta,
bas saaye ki tarah hamesha tere saath rehta.

kaise kahu ki tu dost hai,
jab ki dil ka purza purza kehta tujhe kuch aur hai.
jaanti nahi hai tu keemat apni hassi ki,
iske liye maine aapni zindagi dao pe laga di.

tere zakhm meri tadap ban chuke hai,
meri aankhon main tere aansun bhare hai.
haar zarra mera tujhe pookarta hai,
ab teri yaadon main hi mera basera hai.

CONNECTED LOVE

kyu tera dard apna sa lagne laga
kyu tere jhatpatane se main bechain ho utha
kyu tere rona mujhe aj bhi khun ke aansoon rulata hai
na jaane kaunsi taar ne tujhe mujhe joda hai.

kehta hu us khuda se main,
likh de uske saare dukh mere nasib mein,
Kyu Tadpata hum dono ko tu itna,
jab chahta hu main yeh sab gum.. apni takdeer mein likhna

PYAR KA PANCHNAMA

Pyar sala zindagi ka sabse bada panga
Jo fasta woh hamesha ke liye pachtata
Jo na kar pata woh ise paane ke liye joot jata
Dekhne ki mujh bichare se, kya koi fass pata

Pyar ka gota to ek baar insan zarur lagaata
Jaise koi insan gangaji mein apne paap dhoke aata
Phir bhi ek baar iss pani mein utarne se har koi darta
Na jane kaun use is safar mein tanha chhoad ke jata

Na chah kar bhi, ek baar pyar ho hi jata
Usme bhi adjustment ka chapter khul ke aata
Fir ek shakk ka teer zubaan se nikalta
Aur yahi par i luv u ka silsila khatam ho jata

HIDDEN LOVE

Sadiyo se tha main tanha
Kaise kahu tujhe hu ab chahta
Rehta hu sath tere jaise hu saaya
Samajhti nahi woh mujhe dost se kuch jyada

Kaise kahu ki, tere liye hu main tadapta
Do pal baat ke liye hu main tarassta
Gerro jaisa salukha ab mujhe sataataa
Kaise kahu ke mujhe sirf tera sath hai paana

Har din main ander se ghutta
Aas pas apne, sab begana sa lagta
Tasveer dil pe teri, main laga ke rakhta
Jaise tujhi main ho mera rab basta

INSPIRING HEARTS

failed to get into her heart
my heart weeps like a lonely part
everything for her i dedicated
in her life may be i didn't fitted

underperformed to get my place created
the goddess is much more than i treated
i should be the one whom she never regretted
to become the only one she always expected.

touching the heart will be my consideration
getting a place there will be my admiration
promise that i will leave that impression
that i am the only one she used to mention